So this is Bobbie. Pic for tax of him literally sitting on my cat because she annoyed him. Don’t worry she is treating him like her own child. Never unsupervised. She twitched gently and I am in between them so no accidents allowed on my watch. Anyway back to subject… so I had 1st rabbit Marian for 7 years then I had Teddy for almost 7 years and now Bobbie. Got him on 2nd march and there was not a day I wouldn’t worry. If he won’t move for longer times or doesn’t use toilet i panic. Literally. With my 2 bunnies i wasn’t worried at all. Teddy’s diet was so shit. He was fed 3 bowls of timothy pellets. That is all as he would not eat hay or veg or greens. Just treats and 3 full bowls of pellets!!! Not an issue with him EVER. He never been to the vet apart from checkups. But my paranoia with Bobbie is coming from the fact that teddy suddenly died. He was fine hopping etc on the evening and in early morning stone cold dead. I cried that he passed away all alone not knowing why as he was super active night before. His teeth were excellent and his gut was great. What happened no idea. He was very shaggy lion head and never had a piece of hair in his poop. I brush Bobbie every damn day and he got hair in poop still. (Teddy didn’t have RHD though btw). So never had a camera in enclosure but with bobbie i have 2 and baby monitor and I am sooo worried 24/7. I wake up at night to check if he ain’t dead 😭 I am tired. I watch his daily at least 4h free roaming under my supervision because of the cats, i make sure he doesn’t chew on fabric and plastic, select best hay, pellets and greens and healthy no sugary treats. I play right by the book with him as I am worried and don’t want to have feeling like with Teddy – i could do more i failed him etc. With Marian was different as he had to be put to sleep due tumor but i was feeling so guilty of it too. I watch him closely to see him breath each time he flops, I watch him all the time. This paranoia is literally ruining my mental health. I love him so much. Never been worried about pets 24/7 ever. I feel anxious about going back home to Poland for christmas as don’t want to leave him without me 😭 he is my little world and I just want him to have looooong happy life. I made sure he has best pet insurance in UK i have ALL nearby emergency vets numbers and I am ready literally sell kidney if needed. Please someone tell me I am not the only one freak here 😭😭
by madbunnywykop