Hi everybody. I will be always grateful to this community for helping me with Coco from the first day I got him home from a cruel petshop breeder who unethically separate the kits from mum at a very early age he was barely 2-3 weeks when I got him. He stopped eating and pooping once and that's when this subreddit helped me a lot. From handfeeding formula milk to putting him to sleep under my blanket (he still does)we spent a lot of time. He showed me so much love and trust with his binkies, flop,zoomies, licks and snuggles. I healed a lot. But my mental health again comes between us. I got very angry few times with him being frustrated with cleaning his poop, piss and too much clinginess although I enjoyed doing everything for him, I believe I got overstimulated many times and I did scream 4-5 times and he got terrified. He does not deserve this. We love each other so much and I don't want to hurt him or see him hating me and drifting apart gradually. I am going to be on medication and therapy as of now cuz my mental health is getting worse. I need some time to take care of myself. My parents did not help at all so, I need to move out and starting a new job so won't be able to give him the time he deserves and can't leave with my parents who don't really care about animals much. So, I talked to 2 animal rescue shelters , they might be able to rehome him probably, someone more responsible and better human. I feel shitty . But, i want the best for both of us. Poor baby fell asleep on me not knowing its probably our last night together. I am crying like a baby . My heart is broken! Please , send him best wishes and pray so that he gets the perfect home. I am okay to be judged by you. I should have been more responsible. But I didn't see this coming
by Certain-Two-8046