I don’t know where beginning or words describe it been officially year today my sweet boy since gain your wings and went to heaven doesn’t feel that long feels happening all over again I remember countless hours trying figure out what is wrong all that evening and trying make you eat ,drink and move around anything would help and doing everything I could then remember the car ride that longest 40 minutes of my life you passing away my arms before I could even get there when we got the vets holding you I remember the heartbreak my heartaches for u I remember all of it I miss u there days so many I wish u here I know you been making your presence known as lately signs like videos pictures and playing with blue and sissy teaching blue how to escape the pen as recently everyone’s says the first anniversary always hardest I think any time you remember a death or someone’s you loss like pet or family most hardest thing it doesn’t what day it is I know be with me today that’s for sure I love u pancham baby Yaga binky free up there Mommy loves u so so much
by sailormoonbun